Think for a moment of what it would be like to have the remainder of your life laid out in front of you, in detail.

If we know where our life is leading to, would we still do the things we want to do if in the first place what will happen in the future is already right before our eyes – that we/you aren’t going to succeed anyway? Or will there even be excitement when we already know what lies in the future?

I guess this is the beauty of mystery - to anticipate, to hope, to take a leap to the ‘beyond’.

Many of us just refuse to travel back to the core of ones being. Whenever the person tries to introspect, that is if ever s/he tries, s/he just couldn’t accept his/her deformities, weakness. I think there is indeed truth with the saying that “Truth hurt,” most of the time.When other people criticize us, or point to us our weaknesses, often we hold grudges towards the other, hate them, abhor them. What they may be saying are not true of who we really are, but most often than not we have such resentments because what they’re saying are indeed true and we just cannot, or shall I say don’t want to accept it, don’t want to recognize it

…and so the ugly reality of what we are keeps on banging into our face because we don’t learn.

We refuse to learn.

Is it wise to assume that every solution has a problem or that every answer has a question?

Whatever…

For now I just want to believe that every problem has a solution or that every question has an answer…

What is the difference between noise and silence?

Nothing!!!

If anything is meant to last forever, it is change. Nothing is permanent except change: people change, things change, the world change…beings change.

Because of change nothing is certain…

I’m not certain who and what I was. Who and what I will be. Nor who and what I am right now. Where have I been? Where will I be? Where am I?

How can I bring together the broken pieces of my soul?

I’ve been going back to the beginning to fix the shattered being that was left behind…

but it seem to have been lost forever.

How can I find, grasp, or even embrace that soul when for a long time wondering in the dark abyss…

it has already ceased to exist…