Why the hell should I keep looking for life’s meaning when there is actually no meaning?!
Why the hell striving to be a good person when man is actually a wolf to one another?!!
Why the hell trying to “save” the world when I could not even save myself from this emptiness and wretchedness I feel inside?!!!
Why the hell trying to be solemn and gentle when all I wanted right now is to shout out loud, to let the world know I am angry, to let them know I am hurt, too…
Why go on pretending? Why?
I want to kick that person’s ass! To smash the chairs! To break the glasses!
I want to create trouble with people! Fight with them! Slap them! Spit on them!!!
I don’t care what will happen!
I don’t care what will they think of me…
I don’t care if they will abhor me! If they will hate me!
Go on…curse me!!!!
I’m done! The world shits!! People shits!!! Life shit!!!!
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